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She was born on this day in 1975. She was only 3 when I lost her. A bubbly girl with an infectious smile and a laugh that would fill a cranky old fart like myself today with joy and bring a smile to my face. Afraid of heights I was working putting up grain bins from sun up to sun down. Every night she would meet me at the door and know that I would have a surprise for her in my lunch box.
It was a time when you couldn't buy a job so you took whatever came along to keep a roof over your families head. She was a redhead just like daddy and her first word was da-da. She loved music and would dance with this two left footed man like we were at a ball.
Never have I loved someone so much and never will I. Every year now in recent memory I either take her day off or call in sick. Then I proceed to get drunk on the only day of the year that I allow myself that brief moment of stupidity. This year though will be different. No drinking and I quit smoking even.
I DEDICATE THIS TO MY ANGEL! OH GOD HOW I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
POETRY FOR MY ANGEL
Poems mere words trapped in rhyme
Feelings then frozen forever in time
From the heart what weighs the mind
My eyes for you will never find
I wasn't there when you were born
Over that I've always been torn
My Love for you still comes from the heart
Though time and distance keeps us apart
Precious always my memories of you
You've forgotten me rains the blue
I write this in hope someday you see
That feelings forgot lost came from me
Last seen so many years ago
Fear my love you will never know
Eternal my love won't ever forget
I failed with you my true regret
My darkest times you are still my ray
With that said Michelle
..........................HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
It was a time when you couldn't buy a job so you took whatever came along to keep a roof over your families head. She was a redhead just like daddy and her first word was da-da. She loved music and would dance with this two left footed man like we were at a ball.
Never have I loved someone so much and never will I. Every year now in recent memory I either take her day off or call in sick. Then I proceed to get drunk on the only day of the year that I allow myself that brief moment of stupidity. This year though will be different. No drinking and I quit smoking even.
I DEDICATE THIS TO MY ANGEL! OH GOD HOW I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
POETRY FOR MY ANGEL
Poems mere words trapped in rhyme
Feelings then frozen forever in time
From the heart what weighs the mind
My eyes for you will never find
I wasn't there when you were born
Over that I've always been torn
My Love for you still comes from the heart
Though time and distance keeps us apart
Precious always my memories of you
You've forgotten me rains the blue
I write this in hope someday you see
That feelings forgot lost came from me
Last seen so many years ago
Fear my love you will never know
Eternal my love won't ever forget
I failed with you my true regret
My darkest times you are still my ray
With that said Michelle
..........................HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Blank Page on Facebook!!!!!!
What I am really wanting to know is how do you set up a page on Facebook?
I started a Go fund me account to try to get money raised to finish a tribute to my wife. October 31st of last year I was told that I would be getting stents. When I woke up later that day they said I was to bad off and that they would do a bypass on November 7th. Early on the morning of November 6th my heart stopped.
The following day I had a triple bypass. Things went well! I healed quickly and 7 days post op I asked to go home. After my son agreed to babysit me while my chest mended itself. They laid out ground rules...... No lifting over a gallon of milk...
SUPERBOWL Sunday.
First let me start by saying I believe it should be a national holiday. Just like Xmas.
Even though I am not particularly fond of either team I will be rooting for Philadelphia.
Why you ask. Well it's rather simple.................
I Don't Like Boston Cream Pies.............
But I do like Philadelphia cheese steak sandwiches...............
Besides I believe when a starting quarterback loses his job to injury he should get it back once he is healthy. That didn't happen for Drew Bledsoe. Since then I have held this grudge. And will throughout eternity.
Sorry Mr."I Refuse To Say Your Name!" New England Patriot QB!
Ok I'm not really sorry
ONE YEAR AGO TODAY
Well one year has passed since I lost my wife. Today the guilt swells within me, for I feel I haven't grieved as I should. No uncontrolled crying. No emotional outbursts at all. Oh I've shed tears but not like I assumed I would,or even feel I should.
Well on to other things..........
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you deviants out there.
Hopefully you didn't fall into the trap of making a New year's day resolution.
I've only kept one in 61 years.....
About 20 years ago I promised to NEVER make another resolution. And to that end I have been successful. But if you do then I wish you the best of luck.
Stents only to have bipass.
Well here's one for the books. Halloween I enter the University of Iowa hospital for stents. Only to wake up later that day to learn that stents wouldn't help. They were going to do a bipass. But because of the scarring on the heart they'll probably only get one but with 3 veins nearly 100% blocked stenting would be useless.
Waiting for the surgery my heart stops.November 7th I then go in for the bipass. I awaken to learn all went well and that they did find good areas to graft to. So I received a triple bipass. I go along with all their demands for walking and coughing and whatever because I was dead set on getting out of there as soon as
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This hurts my heart! I see my daughter go through this horrible loss every day of my life, Michael. Even as a grandmother who lost her oldest grand child to death, I can't grasp with how horrible it must be to be a parent who looses a child to death. There are no words that I can say that can convey the depth of sadness I feel for you and for your loss. When my grand daughter died, I had no one to talk to, and I desperately needed someone to talk to. Death diminishes us all. My heart hurts for you.